In deep thought...

I've sat here for over thirty minutes staring at this blog. To blog or not to blog...that has been my question. All I could come up with is, "divorce is the gift that keeps on giving" which then for some odd reason reminded me of Christmas Vacation. All I could remember was the scene when Eddy gives Clark a gift, and he says, "it's the gift that keeps on giving." But I couldn't remember what he gives him. After much thought, I remembered. It's a membership to the jelly of the month club. You know, the gift that keeps on giving each month. Which brings me back to divorce. Maybe, I should just go to bed and stop here.

I've erased and edited this thing too many times. So I'm stopping with details. I'm just asking for some prayers. I think I need to be quiet and just listen to God right now. There is a particular part of this situation that I need some guidance on, and I need to be confident in what I am being told. I'm just doing too much talking right now, and not enough listening!

I'm leaving on Saturday to go to Clovis for the night. My mom is staying with the kids. I'm going alone and I'm going to my friends birthday party. I'm taking my dad's jeep and leaving my car with my mom. His jeep is fun to drive. I think it will do me some good to be on the road for a little while by myself. Maybe then I can get some clarity and some answers. Sorry for being so vague, I just can't talk about it right now.

I do want to say thanks to you all though, you have all just become such a source of encouragement and support for me. Really!!! I know there are so many people who read this that don't comment and that's okay, although I would love to hear from you! But thanks to everyone who reads this, prays and thinks of me. It has come to mean so much to me.

I hope you all have a good weekend!