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I just picked up Kyle from Sunset. Our time there is done. It is sad to me, because that pre-school has been very close to my heart for a long time. I have loved all of their teachers, and the directors have been very good friends to me...especially since all of this has happened. They have prayed with me and for me and just been a listening ear. They truly are ministers.

I did my sub training this morning. It took all of an hour. Which I don't really think it takes a rock scientist to sub, so it shouldn't take that long. I should start on monday. I am not that thrilled about putting Kyle in daycare. I just don't like day care, and it goes against the mother in me, but it's just for 2 months. I am not sure about the summer. I don't know if they will go to daycare part time, full time, or at all. That's too far ahead for me to think about. I think this time me putting the kids in full time care is different than a year ago when I went back to work and had to do it. For one my life is COMPETELY different, and I think the woman and mother in me is stepping up to take care of my family. And part of doing that is by working or making a future for me and my kids. And to me that is what is most important. So the guilt that satan wants me to feel, I am just having to put out of my head. I am taking care of me and my family as God would want me to do.

Tomorrow is my birthday! I will be 29. I am glad I am not turning 30 in the same year all this is happening. That might have been just way too much to handle! But when I do turn 30 I don't see it as something bad. I really welcome the age. I expect to wake up that morning with tons of wisdom. :) :) :)

Well I've got to go. Kyle is trying to get into everything. And I've really got to clean up a little bit.