Monday, May 08, 2006

Madness.....

Well not a lot has happened...we had a nice weekend. Very uneventful....I hardly saw Nathan though. Eric (his business partner...I always clarify that b/c you can't say 'his partner' anymore, b/c then he'd be gay) ANYWAYS...Eric is in Vegas, and so he ended up working all weekend, and as soon as I got home today, he went back to work.

Kyle goes back to the doctor tomorrow. He's had a really bad diaper rash, and it won't go away. And I KNOW he has another ear infection. After a while you just know these things...or at least your not surprised when the doctor tells you. I've decided that as a mom you could probably get some sort of nursing certification pretty easy, in pediatrics anyways. You almost have to just to keep your kids alive and well. I really just want to tell them to just nip this whole thing in the bud, and lets go to the ENT. I would feel better anyways..............I just want him to feel better. I feel bad enough working full time now, let alone with all these problems. I have to say though, Kyle is doing sooooo awesome with me working. It has made me feel so good to hear from others that they think me working has been really good for him. If you haven't been around Kyle, he is such a momma's boy. I didn't do anything to him to make him that way, what can I say he just loves me. I have grown accustomed to him being attached to my hip 24/7. I couldn't leave him anywhere without him completely freaking out. Well since I have gone to work, Nathan has been taking him to school. He doesn't even cry. And you can tell that he is so much more adjusted than before. It makes me feel so much better. I would be a nut case if he was having a hard time. I still have my moments when I am really sad, but it really has been a good thing for us. I am so busy at work, I don't have time to get sad.

Speaking of work...I almost blew a fuse today. I finally told Gina that I kind of felt that I was thrown into a fire and I don't want to make that fire any worse. I was SUPPOSED to have training, but they're both too busy to train me, so I've basically been on my own. I'm winging it, I guess....but with a great deal of frustration. And suprisingly I can say I still like my job. I'm just ready for the new girl to start. Then Zach and I will work together, and Gina and this other girl will work together. If I can just hang on until then.

Anyways...oh by the way. I got a letter from Montery. I was not chosen to move to the next round of interviews. They chose 2 to move on and I wasn't one. Nathan thought I'd be really upset. I'm not at all. For one, they didn't want to hire someone until like 2023, and I just really believe that what has happened is for the best. I believe the job I have is where God wants me, so I really am A-OK. I am a little frustrated though...not with the job but something that happened at church a couple of weeks ago. I'm not going to rehash everything, but basically I got yelled at by the nursery attendent for allowing Kyle to have a cup that had medicine in it. EVEN THOUGH I told them there was medicine in it. This happened the morning of my interview at Monterey. I had to talk to the children's ministers about it, and they told me she wanted to apologize (I was somewhere between livid and really really upset) well she never did. She has pretended like the whole thing never happened. I don't know what to do. I'm having a really hard time getting past it, and I hate conflict. I don't want to have to say, "hey you really made me mad, and what you did is NOT okay" but I almost feel like that's what I'm going to have to do, b/c I think she just wants to play nice now, and I'm not really feeling a "nice christian attitude" about it. So I guess I have an obvious answer about what I need to do, I just have to get the courage to confront her.

Well I need to go. My son is running around naked with shoes and socks on....I'm trying to let him air out, but he can't go to long without a diaper......there's always an accident.

2 Comments:

Blogger April Carrasco said...

Man, I can't say to many people I known exactly how you feel but I really bet I do. I am so sorry! There is nothing like having your kids sick repeatedly. Omnicef (antibiotic) makes Kole's bottom bleed it causes such bad diapers, Amoxycillan does nothing for his infections, so we are trying a new one for today. Fun times! How do people have 6 kids?!?

8:20 PM  
Blogger Lisa said...

Have you used Corona? Olivia had a bad one after a double ear infection a couple of weeks ago. It takes a while but you just leave it on thick and don't rub it in, it works! Good luck on that nursery thing. I hate conflict too. See you tonight :)

1:34 PM  

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