37!!!

I know I said I'd give it away on Friday, but we're close enough. My number was 37...3 kids and 7 is my favorite number...so there you have it...37. Christina won the book. She guessed 40. Amy you were so close! I've never met her, and this was the first time she's commented on my blog. So the book is off to Houston! All I ask is that you read it, and give it away yourself! I hope you enjoy it as much as I did!

Thanks to you all for the encouragement. I've received some really sweet emails as well, and I thank you for those too.

I really do have the greatest peace about everything. I'm a pretty laid back person by nature, but you can only push a person to a point. I'm not angry in the slightest, well I'll put it this way...I don't focus on it. I'm sure if I spent time thinking about it, I would get angry. So I haven't been. I'm being as pro-active as possible and have full faith that all will be made right.

I'm meeting with my attorney on Wednesday. I don't know yet if they will take my case, but I'm hopeful about that. I'm going to the same place that did my divorce, and they too are a non-profit organization. I'm hoping they can represent me regarding the child support, but also to help me modify rights. I want full custody. I don't expect him to want to see them, but I want full control of that option. It's not that I don't want them seeing their father. Well, right now, I really don't want them seeing him...if he ever cleaned up his act and took life seriously then we could talk, but...the inconsistency is what makes it so hard, and it's not fair to the kids. So we'll see...